Spring is natures way of saying, "LETS PARTY!"

Also, I just turned 21 so.... LETS PARTY!!!

Actually, this post is going to consist of the exact opposite of partying...FINALS!

For some unknown reason I was strangely relaxed throughout finals week despite being ill prepared for my exams. It could be because:

-my 21st fell on finals week and I was just feeling excited from reaching this desired age.

-the clock 'sprung' forward and I was allowed to catch sunlight for more of the day.

-the weather took an awesome turn and was a constant sunny and 74.

Hahaha. Now that I look at my list of possible reasons for being relaxed, I realize that it could also be named, "possible reasons for being outrageously pissed off". Turning 21 during finals and having to study throughout prime-time beach hours seems like a worst case scenario for any right minded person.....I must be left minded!! hahahah, bad joke...

I suppose my subconscious understood (because I sure didn't) that good things sometimes happen at less-than-perfect times and that despite the other things going on in my life, I should enjoy the positives and work through the negatives. This also brings me to a lesson I learned long ago. Up to that point in my life I couldn't remember being so happy, but I didn't know which parts of my life I had changed to create my happiness and I was annoyed with not being able to pinpoint where it came from. Trying to search for the answer, I became more annoyed and less happy. I soon came to understand that sometimes happiness just IS....and it should be enough to just 'LIVE IN THE NOW'..no questions asked.

Now, moving away from advice-giving tangents. COACHELLLLLLAAA!!! The closer it gets and the more I check out the line-up, the more I want to go. At first I thought, that is a lot of money to spend. THEN I thought, 15-20 super duper awesome possum cherry blossom musical performances is worth much, much more than the asking price. Hopefully my guitar sells and along with my B-day money, I will be able to scrap up enough dough. But as of now, I'd rather not talk about my excitement (I could go on and on and on and on and on about how great of an experience in WOULD be), but in the end I may not go.....so yeah. If all things go as planned, I will be blogging about one of the best experiences of my life in about a month.

So for now, here is a song I am looking forward to head-banging to from newly (re)discovered Muse.